no one knows who you are
Places and faces my daddy always said, if you want to change your life, if you are unhappy, change the places you go and the faces you see. He was right, he is always right. I may look like the bad guy here, but I’m not. Those of you who have been in the same place will understand. How can I move on if I’m still holding on? Maybe things should be different now, but they’re not. The fact still remains that poeple change…as much as you want them to just be who you met, they change. People grow and evolve, and become what they want to be. Good or bad, better or worse. Everyone is just trying to make it in this world, we’re all the same really. We all want the same thing. In the end we want love, happiness, and freedom. I’ve never been to good with letting people tie me down. It seems that when I do stop and let it happen I get fucked in the end. I’m fine though, I’m always fine. You can’t break me, no one can. One weakness, one person. So stupid. He won’t come back though, so there is nothing to worry about.
I dont want to be just another echo.
I miss you, and theres no getting past it. I’ve got people around but for just an hour I want to be able to talk to you. I want to feel that connection. I want someone to understand the way you do. I want you to know what Im thinking and me not even have to say it. I dont get it did you just make everything go numb, because I know you know when I’m upset…even when your not around. I know you know. So I dont get how you can just shut it off. For what? So you can surround yourself with people that dont really give a fuck about you. So you can be that stupid front you put up. I’ve seen the real you, and I know that everything is just to keep people away. I told you that I was scared, and now I see that your just as fucking scared as me. I hope that one day you wake up and see that I care more about you that all your fake friend. And when your ready to stop being fake and have people in your life that really fucking care about you…you know where to find me. On the corner of ‘I cant believe I’d wait for you’ and ‘Why Cant I Just Give Up On You’. I dont know how or why but I saw something good in you, when it was just us and you let me see the real you, when you let me in, I saw a light in you that I’ve never seen before. I saw someone worth fighting for. I saw what no one else ever takes the time to see in you. And no matter how much you fuck up and no matter how much you push me away I’ll always see that. I just hope you see it before its to late.
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same
Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through,
See you naked but oblivious
And you don’t see me
But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there’s more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see, see through it all
See through, see you
‘Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy
Oh well, oh well
Apparently nothing,
Apparently nothing at all
You don’t, you don’t
You don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t
You don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t
You don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t
You don’t see me
You don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t
You don’t see me at all
Hehehehe.
this is what happens when we’re sober together. The thing I like the most: I remeber every moment of it.
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
3 months down the road and where am I? People and Places change but I’m still the fucked up little girl that I always was. Only now I’ve lost some friends and family, and what have I learned?Trust fucking no one. Make your own mistakes. Live your life the way you want, because if your only worried about making other people happy you fuck yourself over. Live every day like its your last. One day you’ll wake up and it will be. Do right by yourself and the people you find important. Dont regret anything, because there is nothing you can do about the choices that you have made. nothing. All you can do is wake up the next day and do your best to make things better. All you do by dwelling on the past is cause more wrinkles in the future, and lets face it no one wants that.At some point you learn to trust yourself, and that people come into your life and go out just the same. You go through shit so you know when things are good. You can hold onto everything that has ever went wrong in your life or you can get off your ass, trust that God wouldn’t put you through anything that you arent strong enough to go through, and make the best of everything. All we really have is time, why spend it being unhappy?
